The Promise
Disclaimer: I am not good at making such speech but I hope you appreciate it. Here it goes!
It's been 10 months since I had my last painful relationship and I never did not expect to find someone who could make me fall in love again. Who would have thought that I could find love in a hopeless place. Honestly speaking, I don't want to be in relationship with someone who is also working at the same workplace with me however God did find a way for both of us met. Destiny I guess? I know that you came into my life with a purpose.
It was just days since we start chatting, hearing your voice for the first time was also the first time that I have convinced myself that I like you. You sound just like an angel in my ears that I would love to hear and talk to the whole time. It's the most wonderful voice I ever heard. You are a kind of person whose intellect attracts me the most. I feel like we are on the same level on every conversation that we had. The first time I saw you was one of the happiest day of my life. I could not understand the feeling I felt that time. I just got a feeling that you are someone so special, so dear, so important to me and I never did regret that I added you the time I saw your FB. I'm thankful that you recognized me even though you didn't know me. I never felt so blessed.
I don't wanna think that I came into your life at a wrong timing. There is a reason for everything. We met because we are meant for each other. How did I conclude it? Maybe because we are both experienced a failed relationship and are looking for someone who can fix our broken hearts, we have so much in common, we both love to travel the world, just enjoy each others company, be more open to each other, fulfill and support each others dream, and more to tell. It seems like you are just perfect for me. Life is never dull when I'm with you.
I really want to be your other half. And as you wish, these are my promises and this is for real. I know promises are meant to be broken but I will honor every word that I say cause you are so dear to me. It may sound hard to believe but I will really do my best babe.
I promise to always lift you up when you are feeling down. I promise to wipe your tears when you feel you need to cry. I promise to keep you smiling to show off that beautiful smile you have. I promise to be your strength whenever you fall weak. I promise to be your voice, when you can't find the words. I promise to be your eyes when you cannot see. I promise to be your ears when you cannot hear. I promise to always tell you what's real when you want to hear the truth. I promise to be your dream catcher to chase away you're every fear. I promise to be your smile when you're frowning. I promise to always cheer you up when you are down and blue. I promise to give you faith when you are feeling insecure. I promise to keep you sturdy when you are feeling unsafe. I promise to listen when you need to talk. I promise to tell you no lies just what is true. I promise to always lend you my shoulder for when you need to cry. I promise to always hold you when you need someone. I promise to always care for you wherever you are I promise to always be there. I promise to never hurt you and never break your heart.
I can't promise you the world. I can't promise you the sky. I can't promise you that we will never fight. I can't promise you that I will never cry. But I can promise you that I will always be true to you. And baby I promise that I will always love you more than anything with all my heart, no matter what happens or what we go through, babe I'll love you until the end of time!
What I can offer is simply ...me. For whatever amount of time we can steal. I offer you laughter for laughter is beauty. I offer you honesty as honesty is pure. I offer you patience as patience is needed to gain trust. I offer sincerity for through my sincerity I will show you my inner being and desires... All I ask in return is for you to be honest and open for through your honesty and openness I will receive from you all that I offer.
I promise to stick by you through tough times. I promise to always make us a priority. I promise I will never let you forget how much I love you. I promise I will accept and love you fully. I promise I am in this until the end. We have something that can't let go. We have a past, cause' you were my first, and I want you as my last. I'll be your guardian angel and that's my promise to you!!I will love you beyond everything you give me beyond the stars that I can’t see.
I will love you beyond the love that is left to give beyond trust that we have lived. I will love you beyond the highs of the sky beyond the lies beyond everything that goes by. I will love you more as each moment passes us by. I will love you more with every breath I take. And I love you more with each promise we make. I will love you to the moon and back babe!
To tell you honestly, I do get jealous everytime you remember something and/or talked about your ex. I don't know why. Anyways, I am really sad that you will be leaving so soon. I just hope we could spent more time together. But hey, this is only a trial for us that we need to overcome. In a long distance relationship your love is tested & doubted every day, but you still prove to each other that it’s worth it. It is hard, but they’re also incredible. If you can love, trust, respect, and support each other from a distance then you’ll be unstoppable once you’re physically together. That is what makes the relationship so special.
Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad by that time, it is because I miss you, I would just remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss. And every time I feel like giving up, I will always remember why I hold on for so long. And when you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever. When two hearts are meant for each other, no distance is too far, no time too long and no other love can break them apart.
Long distance relationships are living proof that love is not just physical. It's like I can feel you next to me even when you’re thousands of miles away. And I hope our communication will not be broken. Just hearing your voice is far better than you touching me. Because even though I yearn for your skin to touch mine, it is your voice that touches my soul.
But I must admit, I will miss you quite terribly when you are already in South Korea. The world is too quiet without you nearby. And on silent nights, I would just close my eyes and think of you. A Silent night, a silent tear a silent wish that I hope you were here. I will just close my eyes, thinking that there is nothing like an embrace after an absence, nothing like fitting my face into the curve of your shoulder and filling my lungs with your scent.
That is why I want to spent your remaining days before you leave, the few hours I spend with you are worth the thousand hours I spend without you. If you keep me in your heart, together we shall be eternal; if you believe, we shall never part.
Even though I wished I could make you stay, I know I got to let you spread your wings and fly. For life is a journey that needs to be traveled and I am certain you'd make it through, I just want you to know and never forget that I will surely miss you babe. I want you to follow your heart and never give up, as dreams and wishes do come true, for I know that we'll still meet again, so never forget I will be praying for you. One of the scariest thing about distance is that I don’t know whether you’ll gonna miss me or forget me. I will keep in mind that you’re my Nemo. If you get lost in the great big ocean, how much distance exists between us, wherever we are in the world – even if the universe itself tries to keep us separated – I will always find you.
I can’t believe we only have a short time together before you leave the country. It seems like we have shared so much and you have given me more than I could ever ask for. I just loved getting your kisses and hugs. I hate being so sensitive. I have been through this so many times and it does not get any easier to be apart from someone I care about.
Let's be the success story. Let us be the ones to survive our long distance relationship. Let us be the inspiration for others to follow. It’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day.
"Absence sharpens love. Presence strengthens it."
